I had a long day of doing very little. It's so pathetic that I can't get anything done and can barely leave my bed.
I just want to cry most of the time.
My hair is falling out really bad, mostly because I have these tangles that I struggle to get out. And probably stress. And somehow the idea of going to get my hair cut is even more stressful. And the fact that my skin and scalp have been terrible lately, doesn't help at all. It makes me want to never leave the house and never see anyone but my family. So it's a really shitty cycle of anxiety and ultimately nothing is helping. I'm not making it better, I'm just avoiding.
I just want to eat a million things. And eat all the ice cream.
Pretty sure that is mostly due to my period coming tomorrow-ish.
My parents are leaving on Friday for a month and that is both kinda cool, no nagging and I can do whatever I want, and also the worst. I get into very bad habits of procrastination (even more so, if you can believe it) and cycles of depression.
Need to try to stay afloat, but I have no fucking idea how to do that.
- Chemically imbalanced, mentally challenged