Fuck this, this can't be my life
I've moisturized ten times tonight.
Why can't I sit down and write?
^Forever the most relevent lyrics to my life
I hate everything right now.
Though I have been incredibly productive, for me at least. Yes, I know, livejournal is not productive, I am currently on a break; fucking sue me.
I'm working on my group project right now, and honestly I don't even know if what I'm doing is actually what I should be doing. I was hoping everyone else would be done (they said they would be done their parts last night) so I could know if I was going in the right direction, and if I should re-evaluate. IDK.
I'm delirious with uncertainty.
And listening to all the Sigur Rós. happyhappy.
I would say I'm about 80% done research, and I have about 20% written. Wooo.
I don't know how the fuck we're going to piece this thing together in less than 48hrs, the whole assignment is so vague and we only really discussed the assignment once in person bahaha. AND we have to present it to the class as well.
Although, I really don't care if we do well. I need to make it coherent, but even if we get a 50% on the project (which is unlikely, he marks assignments way easier than exams) I will pass the course. Again, my only goals are passing, I have no shame in getting Ds, because I'm a boss like that.
And I'm getting nostalgic back to my first year when I was able to work so hard and get shit done ON TIME... haven't done that in a while.
I may have to pull an all-nighter, or at least a very late night.
- What the fuck is saliency?! (an honest thought I keep having)