I am in recovery from Christmas time. I have done very little since then.
Did a load of laundry (finally), saw fraaands on Alicia's bday, worked a 3.5hr shift, ate a lot of chocolate, listened to tunes (lots of The Internet, Blood Orange, ABRA, and Zebra Katz), and watched so much tv.
Finished Westworld, pretty sure I need to rewatch it because I have so many questions. Watched Letterkenny season 2, loved it so much, Dan yelling about the patriarchy at one point just made my fucking day. Rewatching Sense8 season 1 to watch the christmas special, super into it, there's so much I forgot about, so epic and beautiful. Maybe will finally finish True Blood, I'm on season 6, and I keep getting distracted from watching more eps.
I booked my plane tickets and parkandfly for going to Florida Feb 1-9th, I am very excited. It will just be my parents and I in the house, so that eliminates all the awkward or anxiety filled interactions with my parents' friends (who are lovely, but I can't handle living with them haha). Yay.
My fam is making a frittata this morn, and I am très pumped.
Besides this, I have been kinda despondent and sad. And now it is snowing real heavily and that makes me not want to ever leave the house. But Ben is bugging me to hangout, but doing stuff when I'm this lazy and sad is hard. I just have so very little energy.
Going to just take things day by day, and try to enjoy my break before school comes back to terrorise me on Jan 10th.
The real violence, the violence I realized was unforgivable, is the violence that we do to ourselves, when we’re too afraid to be who we really are. - Nomi
- Do you think other animals spend as much time as us wishing for things they know they’ll never get?