Just a random thought to begin:
I neeeeeed to stop reading comments on youtube and other mainstream blogs that I KNOW will leave me angry. I just keep doing it, even though I should know better.
I want this year to be the year of me actually and fundamentally accepting and loving my body, and acknowledging that I deserve love and happiness, and stop being shitty to myself. But that's a big goal. And falling into bad, self-loathing patterns is so easy.
I want to finally be comfortable in a bathing suit, in shorts, in a tank top. I want to stop apologising for my body, my presence.
I want the Ms. Frizzle motto of: "Take chances, make mistakes, and get messy" to be my year's motto. Because I need to get out of my comfort zone, I need to try new things, and expand my horizons. Because why not?
The alternative, staying as I am in my current mindset, is not sustainable, not healthy, and will only continue to make me unhappy.
These are all wonderful thoughts, just need to try to actually put them into action. Jump in with both feet, rather than baby steps. Or not, who knows.
- Even if it makes me blind, I just want to see the light