All Is Full Of Love

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And heaven knows, I'm miserable now
Björk: Forgive This Tribe
I'm so mad at myself. And I'm so disappointed with my inability to take a chance, in order to better myself.
And now I've lost that chance, that opportunity. And I'm kicking myself about it. And berating myself for not doing it and berating myself about the fact that I probbaly wasn't qualified for/wouldn't have got it anyways,

I'm too stuck in my depression and my anxiety, and my eternal self loathing, to see my strengths and see that I deserve things, that I'm valuable, that I'm worth it.

I just want to kill myself to get it over with.

I'm just listening to the Smiths and hating myself, funtimes


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